The Blahog
Friday, January 15, 2010
SURVEY FOR DISSERTATION!
Sunday, January 10, 2010
SUBSTANCE, STYLE AND SUSTENANCE
The only low of his otherwise splendid career would be his stint as a captain, where he took over Mohammad Azharuddin and had a rather poor record of 4 victories and 9 losses in a total of 25 tests. It was like a black beauty mark put on a baby’s face to ward off evil. Otherwise Sachin’s untarnished cricketing life would have been too perfect to be true. Sachin’s failure as a captain was also probably a result of needing to watch over his shoulder and carry the burden of surrounding events which clipped the wings of this free and fearless batsman. There have been times when his body has given up, but never his spirit. And that is what has kept him alive so long in the game. He has seen cricket grow from its longer formats to the quick byte T20 and the progress of Indian Cricket through the ups and downs.
Monday, December 14, 2009
~Dilli Diary~ Safdarjung Tomb
Dream....
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Letter to Losers!
Dear dirty old scumbag,
I hope this letter reaches you in good condition and that you are more miserable than words can ever express, hopefully in your deathbed. Yet I know you shall have no regret, no shame because you are the eternal perverse.
You and the remains of your race of disgusting men still parade the earth, as if your existence is a blessing for us. Singing when I walk past you, air kissing when I am not looking, walking diagonally just so that you can brush past me in your smelly half unbuttoned shirt, do you seriously think that you are my dream of George Clooney walking down the battered roads of Delhi? Or do you think that you are just so sauvé that I would swoon and fall at your feet.
My dearest, how and when will you realise that you are the type I want to kick between the legs, hoping that you would die like a disgusting lizard squashed under a dirty chappal? What makes you think that I would want to do anything otherwise? What cheap thrill do you get out of making a fool of yourself? But probably you are so superficial and soul less, that no amount of introspection would give you any answers. For you it a world of carnal needs and desires.
That is why I propose castration - The solution to end the maniacal tendencies that lie within you. Damage your male ego so much, that you might give ‘respecting women’ a thought.
And for all your supporters out there, with all respect to their age and archaic thoughts, I have nothing but anger which eventually boils down to pity. “You should see where you are going, what you are wearing. You must protect yourself from those lewd eyes” Oh dear lord! I will punch you so hard that you wished that you never opened your mouth to say such disgusting words. The fact is I will go where I want, wearing what I want. And you and your friends from the dark ages can watch.
But watch with caution, because if its anything more than a casual look, if it is a look that tries to undress one with you filthy eyes, I shall gauge them out. I sound violent, but I am just passionate about this, wiping the earth clean of any repulsive creatures like you that may still dare to exist.
Furiously yours,
Just another girl, who walks around the streets of Delhi and is independent enough not to travel in swanky car funded by her sugar daddy.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Just Another Post
The fact is that in these years, I have been bombarded with so many issues that get me thinking and feeling (more often than not anger). It is like the floodgates have been opened and I am trying to swim upstream, in search of something. A something I don’t really know.
There are so many things happening in this world, in this country, in your city, in your colony, that it is impossible not to have ‘so many thoughts’ running within one self. The growing nuclear matrix among the nations of the world, the condition of the farmers in India, the situation of our own citizens gunned down by regressive acts like AFSPA, the death of river Yamuna. All this creates this restless in me, not knowing where to voice my opinion. And the irony is that I am a student of journalism!
Watching documentaries and films and making one(some day) puts a lot of things in perspective.Indian films are at curious crossroads. We have more and more independent film makers who go beyond the redundant stereotypes of “Bollywood” and reflect a society and not a construct. But at the same time what interests (and worries) me is that there are hardly any women film makers (this particular generation). All I could think of were three names! (Zoya Akhtar, Reema Kagti and Nandita Das!). As a naive 20 year old, not yet out of my little world of idealism, but wanting to crack it in the bigger scheme of things, I wonder how it is to be a woman making your own movies. That is why watching their films is viewing films with a new lens.
For often than not, some of my favourite films and film makers have numerous emotions, ranging from anger and frustration to the romanticism of dreaming and making anything possible. Someday maybe I would paint these emotions in my own way, in my own colours.
This is the time.
This is the place.
Hoping to make the best use of both.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Forever Came Alive
Forever had not come to an end….it had just started.
For my friends Curly, Whacky, Funny and Silly.
Love,
Crazy


